Oct. 20th, 2008

can I kill Robyn (my aunt)?

do you ever get really pissed off with someone and want to whack them?

today would be a good day for me!

my aunt has just been up here and boy did we have a fight and a half. Control freaks really piss me off!

since she and my uncle paid the deposit on our house (I'm paying off the mortgage) when we bought it 5 yrs ago she thinks she owns the house.

anyway she was here when I picked Lily up from school and then Lily threw a major hissy fit at her sister and me (my fault if you ask my aunt) and I said a rude word to which my aunt told me not to talk like that, I said that in my house I say what I want to say and she said it's her house, blah, blah, blah. So I told her to piss off and not come back. Also told her that if it's her house she should be paying it off and not me.

hopefully she won't come back. she did say on her way out that she'd just drop dead and tried to get sympathy off Steffi but even Steffi told her to leave.

and as soon as she left magically Lily calmed down. she always sets Lily off when she's around.

Originally published at Depressed Mama.

Oct. 17th, 2008

still really down

things still sux here.

yesterday was at a friends house and her boyfriend had run out of pot, went psycotic and off his brain and then they had a bad fight ending with him throwing their cat at a wall. it hit the wall so hard that the wall practically vibrated. it couldn't walk and was twitching all over. I thought he'd broke it's back.

he's a bastard and an asshole!

apparently this morning they are lovey dovey again and the cat can walk but still is twitching. she won't take it to the vet which pissed me off and also got pissed off because if he'll do that to a cat what will he do to her? she's pregnant and what if he throws the baby at a wall?

ARGH!!!!!

me I would leave him but she won't. apparantly he's done things like that before and she's willing to put up with it.

Originally published at Depressed Mama.